Sunday, August 4, 2013

8/5/13 first entry and today sucks

so today started out good, ate some cookies, watched TV, and read some fan fiction. then my boyfriend texted me to say hi etc. and that he uses my first name when he has female characters in video games. so I decided t tell him I use his last name while singing my fan fiction reviews. now just to set things straight I enjoy signing with a fake name and I don't like any of the last names in my family so I used his because I like it and it goes well with the 1st name I always use. so he wigs our and tells me not to get ahead of myself (this coming from a guy who was planning our wedding 2 days a go) and starts going on about his cheating ex and how she did that. now it doesn't help that my last boyfriend decided that it was ok to take calls from is needy ex while we were in bed (and he had just taken my virginity) so it upset me. so yeah current boyfriend then proceeded to compare me to the bitch. now i am upset and feel like crying because i had thought with the wedding questions he was gearing up to propose or at least ask me to move in. guess not. guess I'll have to stop daydreaming about that ring.
off to bed
Aurora